The last few weeks i have felt so bad, i cant control my anger anymore..its affecting everything and everyone i come across. My mum doesnt really understand, my brother is at the end of his tether, he has his own problems too. I'm in the brink of splitting with my bf..he doesnt understand at all and what's more my mind is telling me he doesnt care. My mind is telling me everyone is against me basically. How can this be right, how can i be expected to live like this anymore, i want to go off and be alone somewhere but have no where to go. My mum rang the consultants secretary today and said how bad i was and need help now, again all we got was he'll be in touch soon, soon??? days, weeks, months??? this nhs sucks, unless ur dying you're just left to rot..i mean i havent had a proper diagnosis and its now a year!!!!!!
I havent a tumour and thats all i know..pituitary inflammation! and whats more there is no one around it seems with the same condition. I can't be the only one.
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